Why we keep trying to catch things that ignore us?
Why we never stop keeping up with things that never notice we're even alive?
Why we just never stop,
and keep on running.
Why we can't just be quiet and stick in one place,
and let things fading away,
and embrace the things that fading in.
Why we always late for a rejection
We always running for acceptance
Why we cannot admit it,
and keep pursuing something clearly invisible?
December 26, 2009
December 16, 2009
a glimpse of your first date
Do you still remember your first date?
How you were look like?
What were you wearing?
Were you feeling fine?
Were you feeling nervous?
Were you feeling wanna go home or wanna stick forever there?
I wanna feel it again. I wanna feel all my blood rushing through my head. I wanna feel my adrenaline when he's picking me up. Wondering what we're gonna talking about. Preparing some great clothes w/ some cute shoes. Or should I just wearing sandals and acting either pretending casual? I wanna feel my heart beating faster and stronger. I wanna smell some car perfumes. Wouldn't it be so nice if we could repeat it again? Just over and over.
How you were look like?
What were you wearing?
Were you feeling fine?
Were you feeling nervous?
Were you feeling wanna go home or wanna stick forever there?
I wanna feel it again. I wanna feel all my blood rushing through my head. I wanna feel my adrenaline when he's picking me up. Wondering what we're gonna talking about. Preparing some great clothes w/ some cute shoes. Or should I just wearing sandals and acting either pretending casual? I wanna feel my heart beating faster and stronger. I wanna smell some car perfumes. Wouldn't it be so nice if we could repeat it again? Just over and over.
November 23, 2009
Adjustment
You're expecting a whole new world then you're complaining about how you're gonna deal with the all new situation. You're begging for some new ambiences, all kinds of brand new vibe of your life but here it comes and you're just complaining about how things going on and how life never supports you to adjust your very ownself into it. What happen? I'm asking as a homo sapiens.
Just, what's going on?
Just, what's going on?
November 15, 2009
November 11, 2009
@gilangcandra
Okay, gue tidak mungkin tweet kalimat2 di bawah ini ke twitter either kirim langsung ke orangnya. I'm just...... Not able to say it. No guts, never have the guts.
If I have an invisible handwriting on twitter and it's up to 1000 characters I'll tweet like this. Exactly like this. Here we go...
@gilangcandra
Think I'm addicted to your high tone voice. That's why I'm calling you on 22:38 pm, november 11th 2009. For a freaking 2 min and 10 secs. Saying you goodnight.
It's almost 2 months we've been breaking up. Did you ever count it? I know you never did. I'll give Rp 150,000 as a stake I know I'll win. Surely win. I'm a Muhammad Ali in this case (if spectators count it as a boxing game) If I really really like you, are you gonna feel the same way? If I really really fallin' for you, would you just fallin' for me too? You know where all these things lead us to. And it's better be good, lang. Goodnight.
If I have an invisible handwriting on twitter and it's up to 1000 characters I'll tweet like this. Exactly like this. Here we go...
@gilangcandra
Think I'm addicted to your high tone voice. That's why I'm calling you on 22:38 pm, november 11th 2009. For a freaking 2 min and 10 secs. Saying you goodnight.
It's almost 2 months we've been breaking up. Did you ever count it? I know you never did. I'll give Rp 150,000 as a stake I know I'll win. Surely win. I'm a Muhammad Ali in this case (if spectators count it as a boxing game) If I really really like you, are you gonna feel the same way? If I really really fallin' for you, would you just fallin' for me too? You know where all these things lead us to. And it's better be good, lang. Goodnight.
everything is illuminated
Today is 11/11. Quite a good numbers, ha? I read a magazine a couple days ago, it is said that november 11th was about to be one of the most romantic date I would have in november. Clearly, there's nothing happen today. Well, yesterday was a very awesome, zuper duperly great tuesday. But today? It turns out to be the worst wednesday. Now I believe that God creates everything upside down.
I'm completely alone now. And I'm losing you. I'm missing you.
Doing nothing but clicking "Go to User" on my Ubertwitter, type your name every 10 minutes, wondering what's on your empty mind. Guess I'm going nuts. Really really nuts. I've been there, done this. How can I becoming just identically stupid again?
I'm completely alone now. And I'm losing you. I'm missing you.
Doing nothing but clicking "Go to User" on my Ubertwitter, type your name every 10 minutes, wondering what's on your empty mind. Guess I'm going nuts. Really really nuts. I've been there, done this. How can I becoming just identically stupid again?
November 07, 2009
» NEXT
It happens so hard to move on, walk forward, and living my life without complaining. I have to deal with 2009 which feels like the worst year I've ever been into. I had the worst birthday, the worst love moment, and many other worst circumstance that I can't even mention unless I want to make it clearer to you all that my life's been pretty sucks lately.
But one thing I can assure you, when you're emotionally devastated spill your story to your boy friend. They think rationally, logically, and realistic. That's what we exactly need
But one thing I can assure you, when you're emotionally devastated spill your story to your boy friend. They think rationally, logically, and realistic. That's what we exactly need
October 15, 2009
when your world turn lousy
When your world turn dark and lousy, you tweet like these:
- What lonely is? It's the moment when you're cheering yourself up, and when it happens not working, you keep trying it. By your very ownself.
- I pray every nite like a moron. Wishing this wishing that, is it ever work out?
you love, you live, you leave
Alone again, naturally.
I shouldn't be hanging round, when the world's turned upside down.
You abandoned me.
I fell off the tree, to the hard and lonely ground.
I shouldn't be hanging round, when the world's turned upside down.
You abandoned me.
I fell off the tree, to the hard and lonely ground.
*pictures taken from polanoid.net
What's up universe?
Hi, back again on track. Now i've grown into an 18 yrs old who trapped in a mental of 10 yrs kid. Yay, i am. Been very long not posting anything. Wonder why? I was kinda forget what my password was. Was it still '556677' or has it changed to 'monyetmonyet' or 'fufufu'.
College sucks. Gotta tell you that, honey.
I got a bunch of assignments that incredibly spinning my head.
One thing: selama 3 tahun labschool mengajarkan saya untuk hidup santai dan hura-hura. Bukan hidup tertekan seperti ini.
Ciao!
College sucks. Gotta tell you that, honey.
I got a bunch of assignments that incredibly spinning my head.
One thing: selama 3 tahun labschool mengajarkan saya untuk hidup santai dan hura-hura. Bukan hidup tertekan seperti ini.
Ciao!
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- Silmy Kamila
- I am so "common". The word "common" here can be defined as i take a pee more than 5 times a day, love great books, afraid to steal mom's money, love kisses and hugs, and all my secrets that i dont think i have to spill it for you : )
